Theatre of Dreams

 

When the Stars Wrote Back

If I could,
I would hold conversations 
with the moon.

I would ask Venus 
about loneliness 
and Mars 
about anger.

I would tell the black hole 
that I know 
what it feels like.

I would write letters 
to the cosmos

and when the stars wrote back, 
they would say the most dazzling 
and necessary things.

   

You are the most honest book that I never had the chance to read to the end, I ignored the important pages, I rushed for the ending. And now when I want to go back, all that's left is regret for every chapter.

   On the last day we meet, I tried to look at you properly, my eyes were busy recording your face, my ears were busy hearing your voice, so that one day when I miss you, my memory still has a little memory of the face and voice that I saw and heard for the last time that day, I haven't really been able to let you go, I feel tired being forced to pretend to let you go, thank you for all my happiness that you always try to make, and thank you for being there even if only for a moment,

   I just want to tell you. I feel so lucky to have met u, thank you for showing me patience. for meeting my insecurities with kindness for looking into my tired eyes and offering me a place to rest thank you for keeping me warm, and holding me when things get too heavy. thank you for supporting me and hearing me and seeing me. thank you for loving me and teaching me how to love. 

    thank u for everything u do for me when im sad, thank u for making me laugh in the middle of night, u really make me live, u are the best person I have. i've meet u and don't know how to describe u. you are the best person who helped me when I was lowest point, u are the person who always care about me, u are the best thing that every happened to me, u mean a lot to me, thank u for always being there for me, i am so lucky to have u in my life...

    Lately, it seems like you've been avoiding me, and honestly, I don't know how to respond. I just want to make sure you're okay. And if you're reading this, I just want to remind you to remember to eat breakfast, and to try to be open with someone about everything you're feeling, don't keep it bottled up too often.

    I still love you favorite stranger.